Indeed, the year had been a very eventful one for me, the the most bumpy ride so far.

It’s been a record for me:-

• Soaked in a pub almost everyday, drink till late.
• Chalked up a massive load of credit card bills
• Went out with guys whom I never dreamt I’ll EVER go out with.
• Faced the threat of almost breaking my ricebowl.
• Fell out with friends cuz I went out with a guy.

Friends told me that I’ve slacked a lot in 2003, I do agree with them. I lost focus, and was only interested in going to the pub after work to join my then-muse, which didn’t work out in the end. My life revolved around and about the pub. Sad in a way, cuz all that are perishable.

I felt as though I grew older by 3 years in just 1 year. Saw, heard and experienced a lot of things which I never came across. All these made me a wiser person, I hope.

Having learnt to give more thoughts into things, rather than just taking them at face-value. Learnt the hard way I would say.

In 2004, it’s time to clear up the mess I’ve created, fill back the deep hole I’ve dug, redefine who I really am.